My SAT score was poop. Yea.
K Ummm....yea. Lol there's a new challenge I wanna do but I can't do it until I'm done this one so here I go. One shot.
Day 4 -Our Generation
I guess we're good since we're good with technology and we upload torrents and things like that. But I think as generations keep going on, people have less and less morals. Less values. It scares me, because our generation itself is already so bad, so what's the next generation gonna be like? I already have my future children's lives planned out and I'm scared that they won't be good kids. What if my daughter decides to have premarital sex or my son decides to be a druggie? I think I would die of heartbreak.
Day 5 - Haters
Ummm....I don't really know what I'm supposed to say about this. It's not really a bad thing if you have haters? Just deal with it. Haters on youtube are stupid, because if you didn't wanna see something then why'd you click on it? People have a right to hate though. I don't really care...
Day 6 - Followers
Not everyone can be a leader. There's nothing wrong with being a follower as long as you can still think for yourself. Don't follow someone blindly. I think there's a difference between following something that is popular or everyone is doing and following something just because you like it. Like, some might say that I'm easily influenced. But not really. If you look closely, you can see that whenever I adopt an idea or whatever, it's not because it's popular. It's just cuz I like it and I think it's cool. And usually other people think it's dumb anyway.
Day 7 - Tumblr
Uhh it's cool I guess.
Day 8 - Best friend
She pisses me off sometimes.... a lot, but in the end I always go to her with my problems and stuff. I wonder if we'll be friends when we're old and wrinkly. I wonder which one of us is gonna die first..... If it's me, I hope she makes sure I'm cremated with all my favorite stuff.
Day 9 - Wants and Needs
Uh I dunno. My biggest struggle between wants and needs is I want to dance, but I need to study.
Day 10 - Makeup
I never know how to spell makeup. Is it "makeup" or "make-up" or "make up"? That's why I just call it cosmetics usually whenever I'm typing it. I like it. I like really dark black inky eyeliner. And I'm forever buying new lipglosses and stuff because I keep searching for this certain color. But my lips are really weird. They're like... Guh. I never wore eyeshadow before really, but recently I bought this eyeshadow that's half pink and half sparkly and I keep wearing it. I like it. I like wearing lipstick with lipgloss over it.
My foundation that I wear just on certain spots on my face is meh. I don't really like drugstore brands that much. I wanna just replace all my makeup with stuff from Sephora or something, but I don't wanna make my dad buy it for me. I need to get a job.
I decided to start just concentrating on skincare and stuff. I HATE when I get tan in the summer. If it was just winter all year round I would be so much lighter. I like summer, but then when it comes, it's like all my hard work (not going outside ever) during the winter was wasted. So I went to Sephora and bought Shiseido sunblock. Cuz regular sunscreens don't stop you from getting tan. Yayyyy. I like it.
Day 11 - Global Warming
This is such an overrated topic.
Day 12 - Boys
Whatever. I don't really hang out with boys much. Like ever. Then again, I don't really hang out with my girl friends much either LOL. I dunno. I like boys tho cuz they're funny. Or dumb. Or they're funny because they're dumb. But, I don't really have any close guy friends I think. Nope.
Day 13 - Girls
Girls are.... girls.
Day 14 - Appearances
Appearances matter. I hate when people say appearance doesn't matter. It does matter. Stop fooling yourself. Like that one teacher in Dream High said, "There are no ugly girls, just lazy ones." I really think there are no ugly people. I've never seen an honestly ugly person. Anyone can be presentable and neat-looking if they just work at it. If you're fat, then exercise and don't eat fat food. I don't believe this "all shapes are beautiful" crap and I'm a girl. And it's not like this is coming from a skinny girl or anything. I'm not skinny either, so I can empathize. But if you're unhappy with your body, then work to get the body you want. It's hard. I know. (GAHHH IT'S SO HARD!!!!!) If you're zitty, then eat more fruits and drink lots of water and be gentle to your skin. Go to the dermatologist. If you're hair is terrible, then stop heat styling it, wash it with a gentle shampoo. Condition with natural stuff. Even if your facial features aren't like gorgeous, they're probably not like super deformed or anything. Just keep them looking neat.
Day 15 - Education
It's important. It's the only way you're guaranteed to get anywhere in life. Any other way is such a risk. That's what my parents always tell me and I guess it's true. Fliwfscjjlfa
Day 16 - Long Distance Relationships
I don't know.
Day 17 - Tumblr without pictures
I don't know. The only tumblr I read is Shalom's anyway.
Day 18 - Stereotypes
They're always based off a nugget of truth. I think they're funny sometimes. And... yea that's pretty much it. I don't really get offended when people use stereotypes for Indian people, cuz a lot of them are true. Some aren't and I don't understand certain comments people make, but those comments are usually reallyyyy stupid and are said by people like Joe Earhart so it's whatever.
Day 19 - Plastic Surgery
I'm not against it. If someone got it, I wouldn't look down on them or think they're vain or anything. It's their decision. If they were THAT unhappy with whatever it was that they changed, then it's better that they changed it. That being said, you can't just do stuff like that willy nilly. It should be reserved only if you REALLY REALLY want it. And before you do it, you have to make sure you're doing for YOURSELF. Not because the media said it's better, not because you saw it in a fashion magazine. Not because boys would like you better with bigger boobs (for one, I really hate large boobs. I think they're gross. Mine aren't the biggest, but I want them to be smaller, which they will be once i lose weight :D).
Also, I just wanna say that I read in a health magazine that liposuction only gets rid of the outer fat or something. It doesn't get rid of the dangerous deep fat near your heart. Just a warning to fat people that think lipo's gonna make them healthier.
Day 20 - My future
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Day 21 - Disrespecting my parents
I don't think I ever really disrespect them. We just don't see eye to eye on certain things. Even though we fight sometimes and yell and stuff, I've never called my mom any bad/swear words or even said "what the hell" in any of our arguments. Same goes for when I'm with my friends. Even if I complain, I've never said they're bad parents. And I do believe that it's important (in most families' cases) to try to never disrespect them, either through your actions or words. Because they're your parents and they're the ones that feed you and shelter and teach you the values and morals you have today. You would be nothing without them.
Day 22 - the three main topics that are often talked about on tumblr
whatever
Day 23 - Jealousy
I'm one of the most jealous people I know. I admire people who are always genuinely complimenting others or encouraging them. I hate myself for being so filled with jealousy. I think I wouldn't be so jealous if I could just have the opportunity to have what I really want. But I'm never gonna get it, so here I am. Always jealous. I'm jealous of pretty much all of my friends. Every one of them. I've tried so hard to put my jealousy aside since like 6th grade. I've gotten better. I give people compliments, and they're sincere. I congratulate people, and it's sincere. I encourage people, and it's sincere. But there's always a stupid, stupid part of me that hopes that they fail so that I can steal it for myself. I'm pathetic -__-
Day 24 - Guilt
Umm... I'm not currently really guilty about anything. No. Well I am. Sorta.
Day 25 - Regrets
I have lots of regrets.
Day 26- the world
Ummm..... it's a cruel place.
Day 27 - My parents
Are great. Annoying, but great. I'm grateful and forever indebted to them, even though I might not show it a lot.
Day 28 - Justin Bieber
Give the poor guy a break. Why do people call him gay and stuff? Because his voice is slightly girly and high-pitched? I've only heard "Baby" by him and I think it's pretty good, albeit repetitive. And a lot of male singers train themselves to keep their high-pitched voices because it's just a style. He can sing and dance better than a lot of you people, so unless you can sing or dance better than him, shut up.
Also, in that super bowl commercial, the guy was like, "What's a Bieber?" and then he was like "I dunno, he kinda looks like a girl." I respect him yo. Also, that was hilarious.
Day 29 - My ex
Ok, I only consider myself to have one real ex. Even though.... technically we never said we were "going out". But yea. Umm.... he was a nice guy. I think we would have been together for a long time if he hadn't moved. But I'm kinda glad he did cuz I was way too young to have been dating at 14. I still think I'm kinda too young. But he taught me a lot of things. Like how stupid guys are and stuff.
Day 30 - Me
No. Go away.
